Sunday, November 28, 2004
issues

I'll start by whining about my weight again. It's been a good 42 days since school ended & I've gained more over that period than the last 3 years. Pffft.. You know how frustrating that is??!?! & of course it didnt help that my bamboo stick of a sister kept stuffing me with food all day today. grrr.

Sooo, maybe sports&wellness in the new semester will get me back to my old weight. I'm still deciding... Out of 15 choices, only 2 interest me. Dancesports or the rope course thing. The latter wont do me much good in getting the flab off... But odds are, I'd go for that one. I like the adrenaline rush la. & i'm all alone anyway. No partner to dance with =( *cue smpathy tears*

For those who haven't decided either, these are the 15 options:
1) swimming
2) life saving
3) indoor hockey
4) soccer [if i were still in sec4 i'd take this up]
5) basketball
6) volleyball
7) badminton
8) fitness & conditioning with napfa testers certification
9) softball
10) aerobics
11) netball
12) fitness and conditioning
13) adventure rope course
14) tennis
15) dancesports

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I was with Az 3 consecutive days last week- Thursday, Friday & Saturday. Before that, I saw her last saturday at virgin suicides, spent the night with her Sunday night (*grins*), and were inseparable until 5-ish the next day. Heaven on earth? Yup- right by her side. Or in front of her, or behind her, whatever. As long as i can touch her (Oei! Her hands laa).

Bumped into old friends when I was with her... No wait, saw. I didn't say hi. I'm not really the kind to acknowledge people I've never been close to. Fine, deem me unfriendly. Sometimes the situation just isn't.. very comfortable. & i was holding Az's hand... It isnt very easy to explain you know (yes some of the people i know don't have very open minds), considering they've never seen me without a boy by my side the last 4 years. I sometimes wonder how they'd react. & I do wonder what you, dear readers of my aimless writing, think.

Just in case you want me to say it, I am happy & above the clouds. I'm lucky she was gutsy to know me =)

You're so beautiful, I'm sorry I couldn't stop staring.

--so i lie--